Monday, February 06, 2012 ♥
Last posted@2/06/2012 11:13:00 PM
And i've moved to http://ebicorn.tumblr.com :)
blogspot you've been awesome while you lasted!
♥ with love, Evonowono
Friday, July 08, 2011 ♥
Last posted@7/08/2011 09:58:00 AM
The Ending is no where like the Start
And so we're coming to the end of Year 3 and some of my friends are graduating.
Looking back at the start, it is nothing like what it is now.
You are having your commencement today.
And unlike how we started this Uni journey together we won't have the luxury of graduating together.
I'm so happy for you & I'd like to tell you all the best in your future wherever you may be.
Oh so corny but I wish I could tell that to you face to face.
& maybe take a pic with you in your graduation gown.
But that's not going to happen cos maybe in your mind you think that I wouldn't want to be there and in my mind i'm thinking you wouldn't want for me to trigger anything.
And so we will just get through the day like how we get through any other.
Okay maybe I'm being too sentimental about life indeed.
But anyhow, I guess somethings, some feelings will just be overlooked for the better.
Cos I've learnt that the hard way is the only way to get through with it.
And painful or not, we chose these paths and that's how the cookie crumbles.
I'm happy now with my new life and it's sth I shld be proud of.
I've made being happy too much like a crime and I got too used to being sad, emo and dejected about life because of the people who were killing me inside.
Yes I loved them enough to let them affect me and I made a stand for myself.
I look back and I still feel a tinge of sadness now and then.
I look back and I still miss them because that's just how sentimental I am no matter what they've done to me.
But these are lessons learnt.
Indeed the people I've hung out with in Uni have changed tremendously over the years.
& I'm happy for those that mattered enough to stick arnd and maybe just a little jaded about those that didn't. But everything happens for a reason, really.
So okay I'm rambling, but it's a real wonder how over this 3 years, things have changed so much. So many things have happened and this is where I am now.
I dont know why I'm spending my last official summer hols doing an internship.
3 more weeks and it'll all be over.
I'll be getting a single room for hall next year.
Def gonna miss having Vian as my roomie but maybe this me-time will make up for some good reflection perhaps.
And the decision to scrap my FYP and just get through this damn last year is made with regret but let's just get over and done with this.
And I'm so thankful to the dear boy for walking through this with me, not judging me out rightly, and keeping the faith. I look forward to this journey with you and whatever comes out way in time to come, let's just make the best of it now because you taught me what it is to love again and that is something I never thought I could do.
Okay, Happy Graduation my friends.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Thursday, May 05, 2011 ♥
Last posted@5/05/2011 06:34:00 PM
Unfulfilled promises
One year has passed, two years have passed.
I do remember.
And I wanna go there.
But I can't.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Monday, April 18, 2011 ♥
Last posted@4/18/2011 01:39:00 AM
First
Just wanna say, I care, have always cared, and will always care.
Whether you wanna believe it, know it or accept it.
I may have moved on, done sth for myself, but you know where you stand to me
& yes you have hurt me, broken me, killed my heart
But i'll never judge you/blame you for that.
Maybe in the beginning yes, all that hatred, but not anymore.
You brought more to me in our happier days and that shouldnt be overshadowed with all the ugliness.
I hope you will come out of this the strong person I know you are.
I'm always gonna be here and I'm not gonna forget you.
Maybe it seems like we're so far away now but these bonds dont die overnight.
& as much as everything may seem like we dont care, just know deep down
You meant the world to me.
& I look forward to the day we can come tgt again and talk abt anything under the sun with no hard feelings, just the happiness of a friendship i'll always treasure, forever.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Saturday, December 25, 2010 ♥
Last posted@12/25/2010 12:43:00 AM
Merry Christmas Lovelies
Ohh the favourite time of the year once again.
Actually I dont know why it's my fav time of the year cos it really isnt is.
But you gotta love Christmas :)
Met MEEK to check out NEX.
Met the girls for Strictly Pancakes.
Relived the moment of making someone happy.
Had a good Christmas dinner with Mel at the coolest place ever.
& had a homey Christmas eve with the sister playing mondeal ;)
Mum's back for Christmas tmr.
What can beat a family reunion? (:
Soon it'll be time for me to do my yearly reflections.
That would be reallly difficult I think.
The future is unknown.
So bring 2011 on.
Happy Holidays everyone :D
♥ with love, Evonowono
Thursday, December 16, 2010 ♥
Last posted@12/16/2010 03:02:00 PM
Total Eclipse of the Heart
I'm getting there.
10days till Christmas.
6days to Freedom, goodbye exams for now.
17days till 2011, woohoo cant wait to say goodbye to 2010.
I would be counting down to something else if it still mattered but I guess all's so ambiguous.
Maybe it's good, save us the heartache x 100000.
Sigh, i know right hahaha what the hell do i want.
I'm unsure of the people I need or things I want.
So float away.
& I hope you find me soon, you, whoever you are.
Gossip Girl is awesome.
I guess after exams are over i'll be out so often I wont even have time to sit down and watch these shows so I'll do them now HAHAHAHAHA.
Ironic man.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Thursday, December 09, 2010 ♥
Last posted@12/09/2010 10:55:00 PM
Mixed Emotions
Do I want to hear from you?
Do I want to know what you're doing?
But what will I feel if i don't get to hear from you or know what you're doing?
So which is better?
I wanna plant a tree.
And own it so it'll live forever.
EXAMS START TOMORROW.
All the best to the NTU mates who are suffering in this supposedly awesome month.
The faster it starts, the faster it ends.
Let's go!
♥ with love, Evonowono
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 ♥
Last posted@12/07/2010 09:05:00 PM
Heavy Heart
You sucked all the Happiness out of me.As quickly as you overwhelmed me with it in the beginning.
Sorry love, we had to let you go.
Or we would have been at the edge of losing ourselves.
♥♥
♥ with love, Evonowono
Monday, December 06, 2010 ♥
Last posted@12/06/2010 10:01:00 PM
WHY
HOW
WHEN
WHAT
&
WHO?
Why do things always fall short of your expectations?
How did this happen?
When will it all be better?
What do you do now?
Who will be there to save you?
When you're totally helpless,
all else fails,
even yourself.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Saturday, December 04, 2010 ♥
Last posted@12/04/2010 05:25:00 PM
I love feel good Movies
And Easy A was pretty good appetizer to my weeks ahead of studying.
Emma Stone and Penn Badgley. ♥
I wanna ride on a lawnmower too.
School's come to an end.
In a week's time, exams will start.
And December is here.
December and Exams really don't go tgt.
And NTU/NIE mates, let's just get over and done with it.
I'm totally in holiday mood already, exams just get in the way.
Hoboy.
Life's been a mesh of happy and sad.
But I guess time stops for no man.
So come what may, life goes on and we get stronger everyday.
I will find my life back somehow and it will be good in the end.
I will find my knight in shining amour and we will go ride a lawnmower HAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay fine, that's gonna be a long time coming but it's good to look forward to something right.
And the lines of happy and sad, reality and fantasy have been blurred.
So maybe when youre happy youre actually kinda sad too or like vice versa.
And maybe fantasy will becoming reality if you concentrate hard enough or maybe youre just in self denial HAHAHAA but whatever it is, do what makes you feel good even if it's in the spark of the moment yeah yeah yeah? Life's too short to be suffering all the time.
I wanna make my life right.
Whether or not you are gonna do something about it.
I love my conviction in this post HAHA.
Cos it'll probably last as long as the time I take to finish writing it.
Hoboy x2
Now to just be a nerd and cross fingers this sem's gpa is relatively fine compared to the oh so damn smart people in uni (how do they do it zzz) and scream shout rejoice on 21st dec 730pm where I will get half my life back cos I willlll be freeeeee from using redundant brain cells. WOOHOOOOOO :D
Ok, party away everyone, or mug away if youre stuck in the same boat as me! ♥
♥ with love, Evonowono
